All things must past...

I will apologize for my bad english. I dont force you to read that text I wrote here. If you do, thanks for you patience. If you dont, then you dont. Well where do i start? Recently i asked me why i have feelings and why do feelings exist and why am i forced to feel? There are bad and good things to have that “Feeling”. You can feel good, you can feel very bad but you can also feel confused because you just dont what feeling you should have now. But can you control it? In my opinion you can learn to live with that feelings but those are depended on another person. So that means you cant really control it. But why is that so? Another thing is that i dont understand what im doing wrong all the time. And again it is about feelings. I like my friends very much because they are my friend and i like them… lol. No uhm i cant explain it. They help me in bad situations and im very happy to have them. But now the thing is that im asking me if its the same with them? Do they just help me because they feel forced to help me? Or do they just let me chill with them because they feel forced to? Im asking me all that and maybe more because recently I have the feeling that some Persons i really like are trying to ignore me or trying to avoid me. I want to talk with them but then i have the feeling im annoying them only more than before even though i dont know what i did to them. What can i do? Or What you do in that situation?